"So wait. Who is this guy again," asked Payne?
"Well I don't really know him. It was my first time even speaking to him. I've seen him around campus but not in that setting," answered DJ.
"Well I don't really know him. It was my first time even speaking to him. I've seen him around campus but not in that setting," answered DJ.
Above: DJ
"Stocky and big hair. Was his hair more kinky or curls," asked Payne?
The questioning caught DJ's attention. Most people don't ask many questions and Payne was notorious for not asking questions. But not only was he asking questions but he sat up, as if at attention and ready to pounce on an attacker.
DJ and Payne were in Payne’s apartment in the living room. They had been watching a movie when this discussion came up as they were casually asking each other how their day went.
DJ measured his own response to the seriousness Payne was giving the matter. "He had curly hair, his complexion was almond colored and his accent sounded like he was from the Tallahassee area."
Above: Payne's frat brother, Tommy
Payne's face displayed frustration, which told DJ that perhaps Payne knew this person but thought it better not to question the situation. After all, whatever the issue was, it couldn't have anything to do with him.
For his part, Payne knew exactly who this person was. From the description, this could only be Tommy! DJ has always mentioned how his roommate was in engineering and Payne knew that Tommy was an engineering student too but left Wesley a couple of years ago and transferred to Dawn.
Tommy pledged Payne and in many ways was the reason Payne allowed himself to have feelings for men but made it difficult for him to trust men. It happened when Payne tried to interview for the chapter.
Payne was always late for everything. He was late for his interview with the fraternity as well. Additionally, he showed up wearing jeans and a polo.
When Payne tried to enter the fraternity house, members of the chapter allowed him to come in only to make fun of him for daring to enter their fraternity house late and having the gall to enter unprofessionally dressed.
When Payne tried to enter the fraternity house, members of the chapter allowed him to come in only to make fun of him for daring to enter their fraternity house late and having the gall to enter unprofessionally dressed.
Payne: on a fateful night
Payne had developed personal relationships with these guys and didn't understand why they were acting the way they were. It didn't seem to be making much sense to him.
After the Epsilon fraternity members finally let him leave and feeling less than adequate about himself, he called his friend who happened to be a member of Beta Eta Sigma and after she laughed at him for his obvious mistakes she began pumping up his ego again. Then she commanded he put on his suit and tie and knock at the door of their fraternity house until they let him enter.
Before they let him enter, Tommy was at the door. Tommy looked at Payne in a knowing way from top to bottom. Before informing his fraternity brothers that someone was at the door, Tommy stepped outside and asked Payne, "Why should I let you back in the house? And it's about to rain. I could keep you standing here all night and no one would know or care. What are you going to do for me?"
Payne remembered that whole exchange. He always remembered this moment because it was both the worst and best night of his fraternal life. He showed himself and his future brothers that he could withstand their ridicule, fix his mistakes and be humble enough to return not knowing whether or not they would accept him.
But it was also the worst moment of his fraternal experience because he compromised himself. To be fair, Payne had already dealt with the reality of his sexuality while he was in the Air Force. He just never knew that fraternity men could withhold membership based on sexual favors.
But Payne had to make a quick decision and before he realized what he was doing he had already grabbed Tommy's dick with his left hand, which caught Tommy by surprise because it was soft. As he continued to hold it he could feel Tommy's dick begin to grow and expand. Both Tommy and Payne caught each other's eyes while Payne had Tommy pinned to the red brick wall on the outside of the fraternity house.
Before they let him enter, Tommy was at the door. Tommy looked at Payne in a knowing way from top to bottom. Before informing his fraternity brothers that someone was at the door, Tommy stepped outside and asked Payne, "Why should I let you back in the house? And it's about to rain. I could keep you standing here all night and no one would know or care. What are you going to do for me?"
Payne remembered that whole exchange. He always remembered this moment because it was both the worst and best night of his fraternal life. He showed himself and his future brothers that he could withstand their ridicule, fix his mistakes and be humble enough to return not knowing whether or not they would accept him.
But it was also the worst moment of his fraternal experience because he compromised himself. To be fair, Payne had already dealt with the reality of his sexuality while he was in the Air Force. He just never knew that fraternity men could withhold membership based on sexual favors.
But Payne had to make a quick decision and before he realized what he was doing he had already grabbed Tommy's dick with his left hand, which caught Tommy by surprise because it was soft. As he continued to hold it he could feel Tommy's dick begin to grow and expand. Both Tommy and Payne caught each other's eyes while Payne had Tommy pinned to the red brick wall on the outside of the fraternity house.
Payne's eyes showed fear and humiliation while Tommy's eyes showed conquest and an intimidating glance. Tommy's response was the most frightening thing Payne heard that entire night, "When I text you my address, you better come."
Payne knew what DJ's journey would be should the chapter accept him but he did not want Tommy to have anything to do with it. No matter what happened between Payne and DJ, Payne truly felt DJ was worthy of becoming a member. But, even though Payne could not admit to anyone else the feelings he had for DJ he also did not want anyone else with "his Donnie".
Payne remembered the humiliation of being with Tommy. He remembered receiving the text messages. The first text only had Tommy's name and his address and the time he had to be there by. The second text told him to "wear shorts, slippers and a tshirt, no underwear. I wanna see that dick swing." Payne had never had sex with men. In fact, he was so green he didn't know what position he was or what he might like or dislike. He simply didn't concentrate on it. He preferred to have sex with women but couldn’t deny his attraction for men.
Tommy's text about wearing shorts really threw Payne off because he didn't own any shorts. He had to steal his cousin's shorts, which were two sizes too big and grabbed a belt to keep them up, which left him looking country as hell. He didn't own any slippers other than the ones he wore to shower with. He hated showing his feet so he put on socks to go with it. He didn't have time to worry about whether anything matched. Once everything was on, he grabbed his keys, ran out of the dorm and jumped into his car.
Payne didn't know what was about to happen. At most, he suspected he and Tommy would kiss and maybe play with each other. At least, that's all Payne was prepared for.
As Payne ran out of the dorm, the rain had picked up. Payne didn’t think to grab an umbrella so the water started to hit him. He didn’t think about it as he ran to his car but his clothes were starting to stick to his skin.
When he arrived at the apartment, Payne knocked at the door. It didn't seem like anyone was home. Payne was worried that perhaps this was all a trick and was designed to expose him.
When Tommy opened the door, Payne immediately knew that wasn't the case. Tommy's body was glistening with water as he opened the door to allow Payne to walk through. Nervous, Payne quickly walked in. Tommy chuckled at the sight of Payne. Payne didn’t understand that his dick was clearly seen through the thin pair of white shorts he picked. Payne’s dick and balls are both larger than normal so Tommy had no choice but to take notice.
Payne had already grown the reputation for being well dressed at Wesley so to see this look made Tommy laugh. But instead of commenting he asked, "Would you like something to drink? Some water or a coke?" Tommy closed the door and locked the deadbolt and placed the chain above.
In the quick moments that Payne was in Tommy’s spot Payne realized how bare it was - real bare. Payne expected Tommy’s apartment to look like a girl’s place but it pretty much looked like the typical dude’s place. Payne thought, “Maybe he’s like me, he’s struggling with who he is too.”
"Yes, a coke please." Payne was thankful for the pleasantries. His heart was racing because he knew this wasn't going to be about exploring who he was. He knew he was about to get a crash course into this lifestyle real quick.
Tommy went to the kitchen, still naked. Payne could hear Tommy opening both cans, pouring water to rinse both cups, dropping ice into the cups and pouring the soda into the cups. Payne was in deep thought, the kind of thought that races by so fast it seems like precious minutes have passed but it's been less than a second or two.
While Tommy is fixing the drinks, Payne is wondering what this experience will be like. He wondered whether he would regret it. He's even thinking about his son and whether his son would continue to view him as the man he knew himself to be.
As Tommy emerged from the kitchen, now fully erect with water droplets all over his body but clearly drying a bit, Payne couldn't help but notice how big and thick Tommy's hair was - even with the water - and how stocky he was. Payne noticed a dimple in Tommy’s right ass cheek that probably would have been sexy if Tommy were more toned. As Tommy turned the corner of the kitchen Payne could hear voices talking. Payne quickly dismissed them as perhaps neighbors and decided not to listen to them.
Once Tommy saw Payne sitting at the edge of his sofa, he realized how nervous Payne was. This seemed to bring sheer delight and joy to Tommy as he began to ask, "What do you think is about to happen?" Tommy handed Payne his coke and Payne quickly began drinking.
Tommy went to the kitchen, still naked. Payne could hear Tommy opening both cans, pouring water to rinse both cups, dropping ice into the cups and pouring the soda into the cups. Payne was in deep thought, the kind of thought that races by so fast it seems like precious minutes have passed but it's been less than a second or two.
While Tommy is fixing the drinks, Payne is wondering what this experience will be like. He wondered whether he would regret it. He's even thinking about his son and whether his son would continue to view him as the man he knew himself to be.
As Tommy emerged from the kitchen, now fully erect with water droplets all over his body but clearly drying a bit, Payne couldn't help but notice how big and thick Tommy's hair was - even with the water - and how stocky he was. Payne noticed a dimple in Tommy’s right ass cheek that probably would have been sexy if Tommy were more toned. As Tommy turned the corner of the kitchen Payne could hear voices talking. Payne quickly dismissed them as perhaps neighbors and decided not to listen to them.
Once Tommy saw Payne sitting at the edge of his sofa, he realized how nervous Payne was. This seemed to bring sheer delight and joy to Tommy as he began to ask, "What do you think is about to happen?" Tommy handed Payne his coke and Payne quickly began drinking.
Tommy sat on the sofa, still naked and wet from his shower. As he sat, he spread his legs apart. This seemed natural to Payne. But because his legs were wide open Payne could clearly see Tommy’s dick. His dick was black and uncircumcised.
Even though Tommy was hard his dick didn’t sit up and it didn’t lay down onto the sofa. Instead, his dick ran parallel with his leg. It was thick and was starting to precum.
Payne couldn’t help but think the skin around his dick must be real loose and long because his head was the most impressive part of his dick. It wasn’t particularly long nor particularly thick. But his head was massively thick. He hoped Tommy didn’t want him to suck that thing because all of a sudden the thought of sucking that dick made him feel sick to his stomach.
After finishing the cup, Tommy betrayed a smile and Payne responded by saying, "I honestly don't know what is about to happen. You asked me here."
"Don't play dumb. I hate that. What do you think is about to happen?"
"We are about to have sex” Payne’s answer was low and betrayed the fact Payne knew he was in the weaker position. Payne knew he was bartering his body in exchange for being admitted into the fraternity house, which he hoped would allow him safe passage into the fraternity.
"Yes, Payne. We are about to have sex." Tommy's eyes narrowed. He wanted to see Payne's expression but Tommy was disappointed to find no expression on Payne’s face. Payne was instead realizing they weren't the only two people there. The voices he thought were neighbors are actually coming from inside the apartment. Just as Payne was about to stand up, Tommy added, "And we are going to record it."
Payne laughed because no letters would ever get him to agree to that. But as he tried to stand he felt light-headed and though he wanted his body to stand, he actually sat back down. That was the last thing he remembered about being at Tommy's place.
The next morning, when Payne woke up, he was greeted to a headache, bloodied shorts and severe pain from his ass. Payne couldn't be certain but he knew Tommy had taken advantage of him. From that moment on, Payne did whatever he could to avoid Tommy. Payne also felt such shame.
How could he have put himself in that situation? How could he even think to tell someone?What would he say? After all, he knew and even agreed to having sex so technically, he knew what was going to happen, he just had no clue he would be drugged in the process.
In fact, even after the video of them having sex surfaced around Dawn, he still never talked to Tommy. It was embarrassing. Payne was clearly drunk or high in the video but what he didn't know until watching the video himself was that it was more than just Tommy and him having sex. Altogether, five guys raped Payne. He knew it was Tommy from the dimple in his plump ass and the shape of Tommy’s dick. But of course, Payne knew his own body.
In fact, even after the video of them having sex surfaced around Dawn, he still never talked to Tommy. It was embarrassing. Payne was clearly drunk or high in the video but what he didn't know until watching the video himself was that it was more than just Tommy and him having sex. Altogether, five guys raped Payne. He knew it was Tommy from the dimple in his plump ass and the shape of Tommy’s dick. But of course, Payne knew his own body.
In the video, they each took turns mounting Payne, spreading him, choking him, slapping and punching him, jamming their dicks into his mouth, cumming on his face and in his mouth, forcing him to swallow their cum and making him take up to three dicks in his ass at once.
No one on campus knew who these people were but there were plenty of speculations. It was mostly spread on Dawn's campus and Payne was a Wesley student so the speculation didn't really affect him much until a few people saw him naked and was able to spot his Masonic tattoo but he was quickly able to steer them in another direction.
Payne would never share that story with another soul until DJ mentioned his run in with "Tommy".
And that is why he knew he had to protect DJ at all costs.
And that is why he knew he had to protect DJ at all costs.
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